hai guys. its da new year! first post in 2025 o_O
full time job kind of knocks me out so i have been lacking in my online presence... i would love to have the time (and energy) to do things i enjoy but that is da life of having a full time job
i have been reflecting quite heavily about myself over the past few days. i started having feelings for someone and its been an insightful look into my psyche. im big fan of introspecting (maybe too much) but in terms of "accepting" and "being patient" to myself, im not there yet.
"i wish i was normal"
i am just grateful for my friends who are willing to hear me spew out whatever is in my head.